AIR PASSAGE
Like a ghost she speaks in a
whisper
and her whispery breath flowsacross my face like a desert wind, hot
whistling over carven stone and
down
through narrow ravinesa whisper that makes my cheek itch
if you scratch it it’ll only get
worse
infected with some
flesh-eatingvirus and one word
that keeps repeating:
respiration…
breathe in, breathe out
she murmurs blow out until your face
turns purple – when the spots in
your
eyes begin to seem like old
friendsyou’ll know you’re almost there.
DAY BY CREEPING DAY
Day by creeping day it gets just a little more
difficult
to
explain my ever-multiplying little idiosyncrasies:
no
morning cup of tea coffee cocoa and just how long
has it been since you last had a bath, when
did
you last wash your hair, brush your teeth, use
deodorant
and why ever do you make that face when I sit
down next to you and then scrunch
away like you’re
afraid of my touch? And how should I
answer?
Should I speak to you of how I bite back my
screams
at the gurgling sounds emanating
from your stomach,
at the thought of what goes down the
drain after you’ve
had your bath, at the mere sight of
your feet dragging
dragging on the carpet – for the
love of Jesus, I can feel
the static lightning running madly
over your flesh –
Keep your questions and your sparks
and your hateful
fluids well away, can’t you
understand my internal
parts aren’t rated for such an
environment? That dead
and caking skin is my only
insulation? In my private
fantasies I imagine a house scrubbed of foul
contaminates,
no
bathroom, no kitchen, no faucets or drains or toilets
circulating their sludge, no bugs, no breath,
no you –
only bare formica surfaces and
positive barometric
pressure generating a pleasant pop and rattle
in my ears
which are dry as a bone and clean as
a whistle.Baltimore native Jeffrey Park lives in Munich, Germany, where he works at a private secondary school and teaches business English to adults. His poems have appeared in Requiem, Deep Tissue, Danse Macabre, Crack the Spine, Right Hand Pointing and elsewhere, and his digital chapbook, Inorganic, has recently been published online by White Knuckle Press. Links to all of his published work can be found at www.scribbles-and-dribbles.com.
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