Happenstance: Visceral Being
On the day
Amazon bees swarmed & swarmed—
hundreds?
thousands?—out of the rainforest,up my sleeves, under my collar, & into my damp hair,
the latent Homo erectus in my ancestral genes
dictated: urge to flee, adrenalin surge,
& the primal screams programmed
into my evolutionary survival equipment.
Black-bodied, black-winged, in numbers
sufficient to blacken the equatorial sun,
they attacked, so it seemed, buzzing, buzzing
to lap perspiration, sip tears, crawl, & creep
all over scalp, throat, breasts, intent
upon licking me alive, so I believed.
But, no, those Meliponinae are members
of a stingless, ergo harmless family
of neotropical apians, merely sweat bees.
But double
helix & basic instinct insist:
The horror,
the horror is the swarm, the swarm.
Defeat of the Amazon
I met the sauna
primeval:
95 hot
degrees of it,95 degrees humidity,
clothes sodden from step one,
each footfall farther
a conscious caution
against the poison promises
of wasps, bees, those inch-
long bullet ants.
I tramped a mere two miles
but imagine mine
more Bataan Death March,
Brazilian-style, on a trail
of sweat, near tears, worn down
by a misery of fear
amid the fecund trees of thorns.
Remains
I.
I remain on
the Nile,
the blue
Nile fringed in greenwhere water buffalo graze
and donkeys race their masters,
legs akimbo, chasing stray goats.
Around the bend, a tethered camel,
farther upstream, sheepdogs and brown cattle..
North of
Luxor, south of Dendara,
I remain on
the Nile,where small towns flank both muddy banks;
in a duel of voices the dual imans
utter their prayers, broadcast on loudspeakers
at 3 p.m., three seconds out of synch.
Time skips a beat in the heart of Islam.
Floating through the kingdom
of herons and egrets and kingfishers,I remain on the Nile.
Children wave from the sugar cane fields.
Fishermen toss their nets, retrieve them, toss.
Women wash their veils on the rocks.
Boys gnash dates, fire pits from slingshots.
Arriving at last almost to the Aswan High
Dam,
though the
Nubian city, its desert of tombs, grow dim and the waters rise frenzied in an evening sandstorm,
I remain on the Nile.With a felucca as our perch,
we snare the wind: no minarets in view;
the temple is obscured. Not a colossus in sight.
There is only the great river, only us, the gods.
II.
Exotic
mythicaljourneys
continue.
I remain on
the Nile,
becoming
crocodile,
becoming iconic.
For
immortal
eternal
sacred
papyrus
and
reed of
Sheshat,
I remain on
the Nile
to write her
story.
O,
guardian,
holy
one,
lover,
muse—
mine—
I remain on
the Nile.
--for Roger M. Weir
Night is a rarer place
on Amazon
rivers:
mirror of
Mars,
of
moon,
of the Milky
Way.
Around a
bend sleep
solitary
three-toed sloths
in trees of
dreams.
Mystery
throbs in throats
of gladiator
frogs,
Earth’s
primal drumbeats.
Keeping the
ceaseless vigil of invisibility,
spectacled
caimans watch
wide-eyed
from deep time
in flooded
forests.
The mind of
darkness falls
prey to
imagination.
Long-nosed
bats begin to feed.
Karla Linn Merrifield recently received the Dr. Sherwin Howard Award for the
best poetry published in Weber - The
Contemporary West in 2012. A seven-time Pushcart-Prize nominee and National
Park Artist-in-Residence, she has had 300+ poems appear in dozens of journals
and anthologies. She has nine books to her credit, the newest of which are
Lithic Scatter and Other Poems (Heartlink) and The Ice Decides: Poems of Antarctica
(Finishing Line Press). Forthcoming from Salmon Poetry is Athabaskan Fractal
and Other Poems of the Far North, and Attaining Canopy: Amazon Poems (FootHills
Publishing). Her Godwit: Poems of Canada.
(FootHills) received the 2009 Eiseman Award for Poetry. She is
assistant editor and poetry book reviewer for The Centrifugal Eye (www.centrifugaleye.com). Visit her blog,
Vagabond Poet, at http://karlalinn.blogspot.com.
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